I know, I know...I have never really shared much here with you at all. I've been a bad girl. A very bad girl...and I need to write about it more often. Heck I need to just write about it! Maybe I need a spanking first???
Over the past years since I first wrote I have had many amazingly wonderful hotwife experiences. In time I hope to share some of them with you. Hotwife confessions to cum!
Confessions about visits to hotel rooms, a quick blow job for a boyfriend in a parking lot because I just needed to suck a dick, sending pictures to my husband showing my wedding ring against my dates cock, stories of a few different boy toys, even my first strap on experience and a six girl orgy. Now I need an orgy with guys...who's up for that? I'd love to bring home a cream pie to my husband full of a few guys cum. Then if my husbands lucky maybe I'll let him fuck me too as I tell him how much I enjoyed each cock in me...or maybe I'll make him bathe me and clean all that cum off me since I will be so worn out from being fucked by so many cocks in one night. We will see how I feel when I get home to him.
First though I need to clear the air so I can move forward here and share those experiences and maybe help someone who needs encouragement. I went through a rough spell. I had doubt. I felt ashamed. I felt what we were doing was wrong and I let that fester within me for a couple years. I wasted those years. I bottled up my feelings and didn't share them. It built an unknowing wall between us. I was wrong. I should have talked to my husband about how I was feeling.
This whole lifestyle is about trust and honesty. I broke that trust by not being honest about how the stereotypes of what the "lifestyle" is, about being "bi" and liking woman, and about liking fucking other men; were clouding my judgement. I let my fears of what other people might think (even though how on earth would they find out); get in the way of how much closer my husband and I were when I was fucking other men. When we were continually talking about our likes and dislikes, about our deepest desires and most innate fantasies, we were the closest in our relationship. All because of a fear that the infamous "they" would not approve I put my hotwife life on hold. So I beg you, if you are reading this and are not being honest with yourself or your husband, about how you are feeling...PLEASE go speak the truth. Tell him what is bothering you. Tell him your desires. Tell him everything. Speak the truth and get back to fucking, sucking and being shared like any good hotwife should do. As scary as it is to say what you're feeling sometimes, it will be a weight lifted when you do and you will be closer then you ever imagined.
I don't know how often I will write here but as I do hope to actually share some of my experiences with you. For you to enjoy as well as for my husband to read and enjoy and for us to relive these special moments he gives me, together. One thing is for sure, I can't wait for my husband to share me again. To be able to go out and be free to do as much as I want with anyone I want and know that I have his blessing. Heck to know I have him at home cheering me on. It's harder with kids but it can be done so don't give up and more importantly follow your heart. Talk about your doubts, your desires, the good and the bad. I for one am looking forward to being shared; to being the little hotwife once again that my husband deserves.
I like how you write. Make sure that you feed his needs too. Managing a husband that wants to share you is not obvious. It took me a while to understand what I needed. I copied this from a blog that I enjoy from a bull. It realy helped me. Please keep
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"Sure it's all fantasy stuff, but that doesn't make the appeal any less real.
Here is a list of things that the cuckold husband said he would love to hear from his wife, promising that they would not be hurtful at all, but would be very arousing coming from his wife's own lips:
Things that you think would be hurtful, but I would be excited to hear.
His cock is much bigger than yours. To be honest, I prefer it to yours.
I get hornier for him than I do for you.
I plan to start going to him when I need sex.
He’s all I think about some days.
I’m sorry that you don’t like me being gone so much, but I’m not stopping.
This was your idea. You got what you wanted. Deal with it.
He can fuck me any time he wants.
I’m sorry if you want me to stay, but I’m going over to his place again tonight.
I love you, but he satisfies me.
I don’t love him, but I do think I’m getting feelings for him.
I’m sorry I didn’t come home last night. He wanted me to stay over.
He has stopped using condoms. I’m good with that.
You do realize that he could get me pregnant, don’t you?
The thought of getting pregnant with him doesn’t bother me. I really like him.
He doesn’t want me to fuck you at all this week. I told him I felt the same way.
I’m going to spend the night with him whether you like it or not.
I’m still your wife, but this is his pussy.
(Before sex in front of hubby) Watch how he fucks me. This is how I like it.
(During sex) I love his cock much better than yours!
(During sex) This is the best fuck I've ever had.
(During sex) Watch and learn from him.
(During sex) He's already lasted ten times longer than you do.
(During sex) I would do anything he says right now.
(After sex) That was the best I ever had.
(After sex) I don't think my pussy has ever felt this good.
(After sex) You never shot a load this big in me.
(After sex) I wonder if he got me pregnant.
That's a list of very intense things for a wife to say to her own husband. But the cuckold husband wants to hear them (and more). "
Do you still update? Reply to followers?
ReplyDeleteMy wife hated going out. It was really hard to find decent guys. Until she gain the courage to go to swing clubs, we used to play a fun game which helped us play cuckold at home without having something regular.
ReplyDeleteWe set up a jar in our room. Everytime we had sex together and she let me cum inside her (she had me ask permission to pretend like she had a bull that she was exclusive to), I had to put $1 in the jar. When the jar reached $10, she had to go out to a bar, dressed hot with no underwear and order a drink with the $10. She came home when the drink was finished. If the jar reach $10 twice without her having a guy hit on her, she could take me to the bar and have me act as a friend and deliver a drink to any guy she wanted.
I loved the idea when she told me. Pretending to have a bull was awesome. She started to pretend ahe was texting him and teasing me. It was a lot of fun.
Or you could tell him that when the jar reaches $x he has to find you a potential online male. Follow up by making askong him "if he found so and so yet". He will love it.
ReplyDeleteI am a fulltime bull to a couple and we used to play all kinds of fun games in the past when they were getting started.
Please do post more often. I greatly enjoyed this post and hope to see more.
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